season of L.O.V.E
Monday, May 29, 2006
sun zi bing fa
while busying away with all the work i need to submit before i fly~~ away to japan.. i've been sneaking peeks at a drama bout women.. love.. and life..
its like the sun zi bing fa of life. sort of sets me thinking what kind of tactics have i applied in my "battlefield". but all in all.. the best part of it all is that i always have this bunch of girlfriends to retreat back to whenever i lose a battle, escape from one, even when i'm tired of one.
so girls. thank you so much. especially hui! sorry that i've burdened you with all the planning for the 3 days japan extension.. always away and busy with exco.. adm.. meetings.. deadlines.. designs.. and thank you for tahan-ing my away from my phone and msn sydrome..
for once i'm going to be that truthful to type straight from my heart. after watchin the show, i really feel like i'm no longer that teenager statue that i want to hold on to.. though yes my age still has a "teen" in it.. but i can't run away from the fact that i have to start worrying about the things that only trouble adults and picking up responsibilities that affect many others.
when i walked into the washroom just and looked into the mirror at the me with my hair up and glasses on, in a set of cloths ready for another important meeting.. i felt.. old. not really as in old old.. but those responsibilities coming my way, those dreams that will forever lie asleep if i dont plan and start now, the way i'll just be a bug in the society if i still am so childish.
i seemed like only a day since the day i said there's still a long way to go till i start working.. seemed only a day since we sat around gossiping in uniform. yet now. working seems so normal, and working will become my life in a short few for years.. and topics of the future.. the world.. money.. responsibilities.. are what we discuss all day.
this time i dont have the energy of a youth to complain about growing up. this time i'm accepting it, maybe not welcoming it, but accepting. time to grow up. time to apply my sun zi bing fa to my life, instead of running around without a direction.
anyway.. talking about life battlefield.. i want to say another thing.
i'm back for grabs in the field of love. still not in the lelong section k? still at least a mid-range priced good! haha..
but this time.. i'm not looking for fun anymore. guess i'm tired of it.. i'll looking for security and reliability. just like that woman in the drama. a man who can appreciate her work, able to give her mature advices, strong enough to be her punchbag and her wall to lean on. but hey. i'm still holding on to my checklist! stop dreaming that i'll be that bit less practical and toodamnrational.
but then again. men. stand aside while i fill my life with my girls, work and fun that no man (i mean MALE) can bring me.
ladies. rule. ¶ 4:49 PM 2 Comments
its like the sun zi bing fa of life. sort of sets me thinking what kind of tactics have i applied in my "battlefield". but all in all.. the best part of it all is that i always have this bunch of girlfriends to retreat back to whenever i lose a battle, escape from one, even when i'm tired of one.
so girls. thank you so much. especially hui! sorry that i've burdened you with all the planning for the 3 days japan extension.. always away and busy with exco.. adm.. meetings.. deadlines.. designs.. and thank you for tahan-ing my away from my phone and msn sydrome..
for once i'm going to be that truthful to type straight from my heart. after watchin the show, i really feel like i'm no longer that teenager statue that i want to hold on to.. though yes my age still has a "teen" in it.. but i can't run away from the fact that i have to start worrying about the things that only trouble adults and picking up responsibilities that affect many others.
when i walked into the washroom just and looked into the mirror at the me with my hair up and glasses on, in a set of cloths ready for another important meeting.. i felt.. old. not really as in old old.. but those responsibilities coming my way, those dreams that will forever lie asleep if i dont plan and start now, the way i'll just be a bug in the society if i still am so childish.
i seemed like only a day since the day i said there's still a long way to go till i start working.. seemed only a day since we sat around gossiping in uniform. yet now. working seems so normal, and working will become my life in a short few for years.. and topics of the future.. the world.. money.. responsibilities.. are what we discuss all day.
this time i dont have the energy of a youth to complain about growing up. this time i'm accepting it, maybe not welcoming it, but accepting. time to grow up. time to apply my sun zi bing fa to my life, instead of running around without a direction.
anyway.. talking about life battlefield.. i want to say another thing.
i'm back for grabs in the field of love. still not in the lelong section k? still at least a mid-range priced good! haha..
but this time.. i'm not looking for fun anymore. guess i'm tired of it.. i'll looking for security and reliability. just like that woman in the drama. a man who can appreciate her work, able to give her mature advices, strong enough to be her punchbag and her wall to lean on. but hey. i'm still holding on to my checklist! stop dreaming that i'll be that bit less practical and toodamnrational.
but then again. men. stand aside while i fill my life with my girls, work and fun that no man (i mean MALE) can bring me.
ladies. rule. ¶ 4:49 PM 2 Comments
Thursday, May 25, 2006
dusting
ok.. i've finally decided not to run away from all this..
dust.
yes. believe me when i said i did walk in a few times typed a few words, a sentence.. cleared some cobwebs at the door.. i did. just that the rest of the mess i see after the door is too much work, so i slammed the door and left.
one thing for sure, i'm going to "green only.. green only". leaving this "concrete only" in less that 10 days. for more information, please visit wanhui's site. ahaha! i am truly a lazybum.
situation now: i'm sitting at the door reading.. the mess is still there. ¶ 11:54 PM 0 Comments
dust.
yes. believe me when i said i did walk in a few times typed a few words, a sentence.. cleared some cobwebs at the door.. i did. just that the rest of the mess i see after the door is too much work, so i slammed the door and left.
one thing for sure, i'm going to "green only.. green only". leaving this "concrete only" in less that 10 days. for more information, please visit wanhui's site. ahaha! i am truly a lazybum.
situation now: i'm sitting at the door reading.. the mess is still there. ¶ 11:54 PM 0 Comments
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
すみません。
きれい。。。きれい。。。きれい。。きれい
きれい！！！！！
すみません。。でも私。。とても私がきれいです。。
すみません。。ともだちたちもわかりませんか。 ¶ 9:01 PM 0 Comments
きれい！！！！！
すみません。。でも私。。とても私がきれいです。。
怖くで、かなしです。。
でも、泣きません。。すみません。。ともだちたちもわかりませんか。 ¶ 9:01 PM 0 Comments
Monday, May 08, 2006
Notice to LPF
i got this mail.. was wondering if you guys are interested. well i am. so i need your help!
do contact me if you are raising your hand up and saying "me!" too!
Dear Future Filmmaker / Animator,
The Singapore Disability Sports Council (SDSC) is holding its first student video and animation competition this year, in conjunction with an awareness campaign it will be launching in July.
This video and animation competition aims to spread the awareness of disability sports and build public support for local disabled athletes through the help of those who are passionate about creating messages which can bring about a change in people's lives.
we believe you can give us a voice and help us be heard.
Experiment with the vast matrix of disability sports and challenge yourselves to popularize a topic which is frequently neglected by the local media.
Being a charity organization, we can merely offer 20 of the most powerful messages to be screened on plasma screens outside Cathay cinemas in July.
We are also in talks with TV Mobile to showcase your works as part of the awareness campaign.
But, ONE work will surpass the others to be selected as the winning entry and if you or your team produced this work, pack your bags ready for a 3D/2N stay in Kuala Lumpur. We will provide accommodation, coach travel and even take care of your food! What's unique is that you will get to attend the FESPIC Games Opening Ceremony as well, and join us in cheering Singapore’s athletes on!
Equivalent to the Asian Games for the disabled, the FESPIC Games 2006 will see the largest contingent ever from Singapore. This will also be the last FESPIC Games ever.
Show your skills and play a part for Singapore. Complete the registration package and send it to us by 31 May 2006.
Do read the submission guidelines and terms of competition carefully.
We look forward to seeing your masterpiece!
Competition Details
1. Name of Competition : “Uniquely Sporting 2006” – A Student Video and Animation Competition
2. Who can take part : Students aged 17 and above can take part individually or in groups of not more than four persons.
3. Topics : Disability Sports or Disabled Athletes
4. Work length : Between 30 seconds to 15 minutes (Can be awareness spots, shorts or features)
5. Registration by : 31 May 2006
6. Submission of works by : 20 June 2006
7. Format of work : DV or data DVD/CD-ROM
Please fill in the registration package and send it back to us via mail, email, fax or hand-delivery before 31 May 2006. The registration package is also available for download on our website: www.sdsc.org.sg.
Should there be any other queries about this competition, please feel free to contact uniquely_sporting@sdsc.org.sg. ¶ 7:31 PM 0 Comments
do contact me if you are raising your hand up and saying "me!" too!
Dear Future Filmmaker / Animator,
The Singapore Disability Sports Council (SDSC) is holding its first student video and animation competition this year, in conjunction with an awareness campaign it will be launching in July.
This video and animation competition aims to spread the awareness of disability sports and build public support for local disabled athletes through the help of those who are passionate about creating messages which can bring about a change in people's lives.
we believe you can give us a voice and help us be heard.
Experiment with the vast matrix of disability sports and challenge yourselves to popularize a topic which is frequently neglected by the local media.
Being a charity organization, we can merely offer 20 of the most powerful messages to be screened on plasma screens outside Cathay cinemas in July.
We are also in talks with TV Mobile to showcase your works as part of the awareness campaign.
But, ONE work will surpass the others to be selected as the winning entry and if you or your team produced this work, pack your bags ready for a 3D/2N stay in Kuala Lumpur. We will provide accommodation, coach travel and even take care of your food! What's unique is that you will get to attend the FESPIC Games Opening Ceremony as well, and join us in cheering Singapore’s athletes on!
Equivalent to the Asian Games for the disabled, the FESPIC Games 2006 will see the largest contingent ever from Singapore. This will also be the last FESPIC Games ever.
Show your skills and play a part for Singapore. Complete the registration package and send it to us by 31 May 2006.
Do read the submission guidelines and terms of competition carefully.
We look forward to seeing your masterpiece!
Competition Details
1. Name of Competition : “Uniquely Sporting 2006” – A Student Video and Animation Competition
2. Who can take part : Students aged 17 and above can take part individually or in groups of not more than four persons.
3. Topics : Disability Sports or Disabled Athletes
4. Work length : Between 30 seconds to 15 minutes (Can be awareness spots, shorts or features)
5. Registration by : 31 May 2006
6. Submission of works by : 20 June 2006
7. Format of work : DV or data DVD/CD-ROM
Please fill in the registration package and send it back to us via mail, email, fax or hand-delivery before 31 May 2006. The registration package is also available for download on our website: www.sdsc.org.sg.
Should there be any other queries about this competition, please feel free to contact uniquely_sporting@sdsc.org.sg. ¶ 7:31 PM 0 Comments
Thursday, May 04, 2006
9th of march
i'm totally in love with this song. can't get it out of my head.
3 Gatsu 9 Ka
Remioromen
Nagareru kisetsu no mannaka de
Futo hi no nagasa wo kanjimasu
Sewashiku sugiru hibi no naka ni
Watashi to anata de yume wo egaku
Sangatsu no kaze ni omoi wo nosete
Sakura no tsubomi wa haru e to tsuzukimasu
Afure dasu hikari no tsubu ga
Sukoshi zutsu asa wo atatamemasu
Ookina akubi wo shita ato ni
Sukoshi tereteru anata no yoko de
Arata na sekai no iriguchi ni tachi
Kizuita koto wa hitori ja nai tte koto
Hitomi wo tojireba anata ga
Mabuta no ura ni iru koto de
Dore hodo tsuyoku nareta deshou
Anata ni totte watashi mo sou de aritai
Sunabokori hakobu tsumujikaze
Sentakumono ni karamarimasu ga
Hirumae no sora no shiroi tsuki wa
Nan da ka kirei de mitoremashita
Umaku wa ikanu koto mo aru keredo
Ten wo aogeba sore sae chiisakute
Aoi sora wa rin to sunde
Hitsujigumo wa shizuka ni yureru
Hana saku wo matsu yorokobi wo
Wakachiaeru no de areba sore wa shiawase
Kono saki mo tonari de sotto hohoende
Hitomi wo tojireba anata ga
Mabuta no ura ni iru koto de
Dore hodo tsuyoku nareta deshou
Anata ni totte watashi mo sou de aritai
and the translation:
March 9th
In the middle of this drifting season
I suddenly feel the length of the days
In the midst of these quickly-passing days
You and I dream away
With my feelings on the March wind
The cherry blossom buds continue on into spring
The overflowing drops of light
One by one warm the morning
Beside you, I'm a little embarrassed
After a huge yawn
I'm standing at the door to a new world
What I've realized is that I'm not alone
If I close my eyes
You're behind my eyelids
How strong has that made me?
I hope I'm the same for you
The dusty whirlwind
Tangled up the laundry, but
The white moon in the morning sky
Was so beautiful, I couldn't look away
There are things that don't go the way I planned
But if I look up to the sky, even they seem small
The blue sky is cold and clear
The fluffy clouds float by quietly
If I can share with you the joy
Of waiting for the flowers to bloom, I'll be happy
From now on, I want you to be quietly smiling beside me
If I close my eyes
You're behind my eyelids
How strong has that made me?
I hope I'm the same for you ¶ 9:25 PM 0 Comments
3 Gatsu 9 Ka
Remioromen
Nagareru kisetsu no mannaka de
Futo hi no nagasa wo kanjimasu
Sewashiku sugiru hibi no naka ni
Watashi to anata de yume wo egaku
Sangatsu no kaze ni omoi wo nosete
Sakura no tsubomi wa haru e to tsuzukimasu
Afure dasu hikari no tsubu ga
Sukoshi zutsu asa wo atatamemasu
Ookina akubi wo shita ato ni
Sukoshi tereteru anata no yoko de
Arata na sekai no iriguchi ni tachi
Kizuita koto wa hitori ja nai tte koto
Hitomi wo tojireba anata ga
Mabuta no ura ni iru koto de
Dore hodo tsuyoku nareta deshou
Anata ni totte watashi mo sou de aritai
Sunabokori hakobu tsumujikaze
Sentakumono ni karamarimasu ga
Hirumae no sora no shiroi tsuki wa
Nan da ka kirei de mitoremashita
Umaku wa ikanu koto mo aru keredo
Ten wo aogeba sore sae chiisakute
Aoi sora wa rin to sunde
Hitsujigumo wa shizuka ni yureru
Hana saku wo matsu yorokobi wo
Wakachiaeru no de areba sore wa shiawase
Kono saki mo tonari de sotto hohoende
Hitomi wo tojireba anata ga
Mabuta no ura ni iru koto de
Dore hodo tsuyoku nareta deshou
Anata ni totte watashi mo sou de aritai
and the translation:
March 9th
In the middle of this drifting season
I suddenly feel the length of the days
In the midst of these quickly-passing days
You and I dream away
With my feelings on the March wind
The cherry blossom buds continue on into spring
The overflowing drops of light
One by one warm the morning
Beside you, I'm a little embarrassed
After a huge yawn
I'm standing at the door to a new world
What I've realized is that I'm not alone
If I close my eyes
You're behind my eyelids
How strong has that made me?
I hope I'm the same for you
The dusty whirlwind
Tangled up the laundry, but
The white moon in the morning sky
Was so beautiful, I couldn't look away
There are things that don't go the way I planned
But if I look up to the sky, even they seem small
The blue sky is cold and clear
The fluffy clouds float by quietly
If I can share with you the joy
Of waiting for the flowers to bloom, I'll be happy
From now on, I want you to be quietly smiling beside me
If I close my eyes
You're behind my eyelids
How strong has that made me?
I hope I'm the same for you ¶ 9:25 PM 0 Comments
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
FYI
I'm now officially back in the "fiveX" club.
and don't worry k? i'm really fine. trust wanhui's post on october babies for me.. "recovers easily".
i believe you might be reading this. friends. i still care.
oh and the mangoes are still in jo's room, dont forget to have some! thank you for everything.. and sorry about everything else.. live your life well k?
i'm off to feeding fane and kuniko's mail.. ¶ 2:21 PM 0 Comments
and don't worry k? i'm really fine. trust wanhui's post on october babies for me.. "recovers easily".
i believe you might be reading this. friends. i still care.
oh and the mangoes are still in jo's room, dont forget to have some! thank you for everything.. and sorry about everything else.. live your life well k?
i'm off to feeding fane and kuniko's mail.. ¶ 2:21 PM 0 Comments
